I knew I would never fill those slots. But that only a single person commented is utter and total defeat.
Also my heart has been broken this morning.
Anyway, ill fulfil my duty in featuring, those two that are in the list and then ill go away.
Hover mouse over link for a explanation why I chose that one.

1. =Appiie

Sin

Sternchen

Estelle

2. =darkkana

Landscape

Dragon

Dragon Fly

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I spent my
whole life
In love with despair
Kept my lungs full
With the breath of thier
Mute atmosphere
I became
What I hate
And thus
Shall I remain
To give birth to a
Mighty assasin
Armed with a weapon of words
To defy the lies
To never compromise
No
Today
My name
Is pain

The first 14 to comment on this journal will get 3 pieces, of my choice, from their gallery featured on this journal.
In return, those Deviants featured will have to create their own Journal placing me in the first slot, for a total of 15 features!

1. =Appiie

2. *darkkana

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(Never in hell will I fill all slots..)

How old are you?

Put an x in Every box that applies to you then add them up, and that's your age!

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[ ] You own a credit card
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You' ve done your own laundry
[x] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[x] You think politics are exciting

TOTAL:7

[x] You show up for school late a lot for classes
[x] You always carry a pen in your bag/ purse / pocket
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[x] You know what credibility means , without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL: 12

[x] You know how to do the dishes
[x] You can count to 10 in another language
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it
[x] You can mow the lawn
[x] You study / do important work when you have to
[x] You have/ hand washed a car before

TOTAL: 18

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[x] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick

TOTAL: 23

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party
[ ] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day
[x] You have been outside of the united states 1 or more times
[x] You make your own bed.
TOTAL: 27

:/ lol

She'll suck you dry
And still you'll cry
To be back in her bosom
To do it again
She'll make you weep
And moan and cry
To be back in her bosom
To do it again
Pray! - 'Til I go blind
Pray! - 'Cause nobody ever survives
Praying to stay in your arms just until I can die a little bit longer
Saviors and saints
Devils and heathens alike
She'll eat you alive

So I'm back in school since last monday and it sucks just as much as it did before the summer break. My eyes hurt as I haven't slept enough from sunday to monday, then not enough from monday to tuesday, not enough in the night to wednesday and today I overslept. They should build schools for people like me, people that aren't made for getting up early. *sigh*
It's so goddamn hot here.. I am bathed in sweat from simply sitting around, let alone moving.
The time I spent home I spent making videos for youtube and getting to know blogtv. I have met a few pretty cool people there. But still I am not really happy. I guess it's just a stress thing, but I just feel.. weird. I can't really explain it. I feel like I miss something, though I couldn't put the finger on what it is I am missing.
And I want that feeling to go away.

Oh, and I somehow feel ditched. But again I cant really say why.

My highlight of the week: I ate a donut today.
hurray.